Nothing to say

I have nothing to say. Hmmm nope not nothing to say but the thoughts that run through my mind.....wow I have nothing to say. Is it cause I'm lost for words at the moment or I have nothing to say. Silence that's all I hear through all the noise and moving around from the world....I have nothing to say. Is it because we don't know each other or on our own thing....hmm I have nothing to say. No matter how I speak or be polite with a smile and most things brother me; out of all this.....wow I still have nothing to say.

I wonder why

I wonder why thing's are like they are. I wonder why some people act like their your friend or cool with you; why do it seems like they change when your doing good. I wonder why when people say they love you in the end you see their true colors. Why do people hurt one another; and why is it that family hurt you more then others and they think it's ok. WHY....I ask why...why is it so much violence in the world....why all I wanna know is why. WHY we work so hard and still have nothing really to show for it ...why..Why is life harder than some days why we feel the way we feel or do what we do but I do ask why. Why is there so many elders stuck in nursing homes bout to die and no one says anything on abuse untill it's to late...why...I ask why of so much ..I can hear the cries of many and feel their pain. Why no one believes me when I say I dreamt I wasn't gonna see that person no more not knowing that they will pass away...why I just ask why. How come no one hearing anything anyone is saying. WHY....can you tell me why can you explain to me why these things are possible or why it happens can ......anyone hear .me....can anyone see me why I ask why are these things so...Why I ask....Just why.

Holidays

My view on the holidays, I was raised that your safe,happy and content with your love one's and your happy that everyone is well and in good health. Everyone looking out for everyone the kids on the block is everyone kid's; you felt safe and everyone helped everyone. Those was happy blessed times, history as you may call it. But now 34yrs later lot's have changed. It's sad to say we have so much hate towards one another. It's sad that the weak take from the weaker; rather you work your ass off it gives no person no right to take anything that's not theirs. We all have done things that we are not proud of and for a person to take another person's life.......wow...smfh.....it's sad very sad. To much killing too much violence too much our mom's, dad's grandma,grandpa grandchildren aunt's,uncle's niece's,nephew's,cousin's uncle's...why we killing for what.....STOP.....STOP...WE KILLING OUR SELF FOR NO REASON......STOP LISTEN..........STOP.

Thinking as I write

I'm thinking as I write this why my mind is blank. What's going on to where as I can't write what's on my mind all this space and free time .....wow I wonder I'm thinking as I write my head hurts wondering why I can't write. Is it cause of my excitement for school, marijuana or cause holidays; all this free time and I can't write... .someone tell me help me why I can't write for I want the world to know to see wow thinking as I write...I have nothing to think about the violence that takes place while others turn their cheeks dam thinking as I write I have nothing to say all this space and I'm thinking as I write how come no one hears the cries of many or others and no yet put their hand out to help dam thinking as I write I have lots to say but no ones listening all this space as I'm thinking as I write can the world have peace oh Lord I ask can there be peace as I'm thinking as I writing why oh why can't we stand as one thinking as I write with no one to hear,respond,laugh,cry,help,have forgiveness,have love thinking as I write no one hears me till its too late thinking as I write I'm alone in flesh but my heavenly father the most high but I'm thinking as I write where is the true love amongst us to how come you can't say I love you without people taking things the wrong way I'm thinking as I'm writing didn't our God make man in his own image and to me the world is beautiful but thinking as I'm writing it seems to me that I see that only thinking as I write I feel so alone in this big world with no support I see people from distance thinking as I write this my voice my thoughts my dreams my hopes my fears my faults my success so as I'm thinking as I write in all this space and peace why thinking as I write I still have nothing to say no one to talk to or no one to listen and I'm thinking as I write I still after all this time I still have nothing to say but thinking as I write I shall continue for one day my calls will be answered and the world will see me as I'm thinking and I'm writing with nothing to say with all this space I'm still thinking as I write.

Mind is a Terrible thing to Waste

A muthafucker just askd me can they be my best friend I laughed hard and say I have best friends I love dearly we family and if you talking about sex then I wish you well in your search I have the best a phone call away so dick and pussy I don't need and if you wanna see me your gonna see me and who ever with me if I meet you lol then I say just like how I am on the Internet is same way I am fo real if its not of my interest then I dont waste my time on nothing if I can't learn from you or if we can't benefit from each other on positive making ya life better then ya most def won't have my time wasted so then they say I have a smart mouth I need to be a doctor I say it's not my mouth thats smart it's my mind thats what you should fear:-D.....like Real Talk I talk with people from all over and you be suprised at how many famous people I talk with we skype cause I tells people I don't believe shit no1 say on the Internet really if I don't know you lol your words don't mean shit lol Real Talk....then they say I need to be n crazy hospital I say been there done that now what ask Madden lol Twice so I'm on paper fo bn crazy enough to get meds and talk but no cash lol been crazy since I came in the World lol tell me something I don't know....then I say again o thought you was sayn something important and they say dam you just treatd me dam.....lol I say a mind is a terrible thing to,waste LMMFAO........Those who agree with me and feel the same way about asses in yo life LMMFS if u Agree

Sisterhood

Sisterhood  is  very important to  me it means  alot to me  personally we  must  stick  together  no  matter  what. I  don't  know  or  see  Color I  see  a person  with  a heart full  of  life. A smile  so  bright I  can  go  on  but  yes sisterhood is  very  important  to  me  I'm  human  I  do  have  a heart but  don't  judge  what  you think  you  know  when  you  really  don't  know. That's  the  problem  with  the  world  today  everyone  talking  but  no  one  is  helping  or  doing  no  better  than  the person  their  talking  about... I'm  speaking  because  I  hurt I  do  I  hurt  much  I  do  I'm  lonely I  am... Sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me  for  many  reasons sisterhood is  all  I  ask  is  all  I  seek.Why cause  I  care too  much  or  don't  care  enough... Wow sisterhood is  very  important  to  me I'm  only  one  voice  yes  I'm  loud  yes  I'm  proud but  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me. I'm  here  alone  with  nothing  but memories that's  all  I  have Besides  God, sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me  for  lots  of  reasons  I  have  but  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me... Let's  come  together  instead  of  falling  apart  my  whites, Latino, Polish Asian my  Black  Queens  as  well let's  all  come  together  cause  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  Me

How Im feeling about things

I do alot of shit cause of my mom lol Real Talk it's only maybe two  people that know me the person that I am so it' alot of shit people tell me out the Blue while I"m minding my business or if I see shit....I just had a person just tell me that we are all born with something we have to deal with rather we are there or not so don't worry then we laughed because they know lol shit is funny like always.So lol Real Talk rather your family or not what a person don't/aint never did was spend time with me that's their lost not mines I just learned to stop talkn highly of someone cause they say/think negative lol I told this person that I have always known what was going on but I laugh at alot of shit but keep my mouth closed sometimes Strangers tell me shit but while their talkn I have already told them what's finna happen and lol wow the rest is history so but yea they right we can't help who we related to.  But I learned to ignore people very well my phone is setup for only people who I really do convesate with my phone for them if it ain't my mom.babe.wk.school then wtf I look like calling a person lol what bill"s or $ they puttn in my pocket lol friends are family and family is friends/ Strangers if you know me then you can understand what I'm saying if not then that's shit you gotta work out with GOD...LOL REAL TALK DON'T GET MAD WHEN SHIT HAPPENDS LOL GET MAD CAUSE YO DUMB ASS DIDN'T LISTEN LOL FO REAL....I keep alot of shit to myself so...How the Fuck you approach me that"s how Im going to respond and trust me Real Talk your not going to like it if you come BOGUS:-/...SO....Today is Monday I'm a Child of GOD ALWAYS AND FO EVER I'M NOT LETTN NO BITCH DON'T GIVE A DAM MALE/FEMALE BLOW ME LOL IT'S NOT LIKE I DO ANYWAY LOL BUT YES YOU BITCHES TEXT/CALL WITH ONLY BAD FUCKN NEWS BUT NOT A BITCH CAN PICK UP OR RESPOND TO MY GOOD MORNINGS OR MY TEXTS DON'T CALL ME I HAVE A VERY SMALL CIRCLE IN MY PHONE YOUR ASS AIN'T IN THAT CIRCLE THEN REAL TALK ..I TALK TO YO ASS WHEN THE FUCK I SEE YOU IF I SEE YOU...I DON'T WORRY ABOUT SHIT THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND MINES AND IT AIN'T TOO MANY PEOPLE I CLAIM SO LOL...BUT YEA....SO THIS WHAT I'M SAYING THIS HOW I FEEL AND YES I'M A TRUE BITCH NOT A FAKE BITCH SO WTF I SAY WHEN DEALING WITH ME OR TRYNA SPEAK ..JUST KNOW THIS I TREAT PEOPLE LIKE THEY TREAT ME AND LOL KARMA A BITCH:-D

Can I Pray for You

Can I may I Pray for you for it's a beautiful thing to have faith and believe,can I may I pray for you for tomorrow is a another blessed beautiful day can I may I pray for you for as you are my brother my sister my child can I may I pray for you. For as no matter what your going thru I'm here for you can I may I pray for you as for when you hurt I hurt when you cry I cry so can I may I pray for you for you are far and I am near but we don't kno that we are near my I can I pray for you for no matter what and where we are we all go thru the same thing can I may I pray for you that we are all God's children can I may I pray for you for that you may have faith and always believe that your never alone can I may I pray for you:-).

Wadup World you can't Judge Meh

Ok Wadup FB...now finna give n4 on apartments now but Im at the crib doe shit yesterday str8 killd me so I aint going no where lol str8 up....the Fucking COUNTY Jail lost my dam ID so now I gotta walk around wit a dam paper saying I dont have no warrants aint that a bitch....lol Real Talk I hate Chicago but I Love that bitch doe.. lol its all good thats wat happens wen u part of that life lol and if I had to do it again.............I would but I change a few things doe lol for Real I was born to be part of that street gutter life I did and still do have great memories a few bad points but thats wat made me Stronger.....I swear this book gonna be banging like Real Talk I dont care who see my dirt lol I dont care but Bitches still cant judge me so it dont matter lol lol kiss my ass lmmfao and Im out lol:-D

How Ya Gonna Judge Meh WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW MEH...FO REALZ DOE

how ya gonna judge meh WHEN YA DON'T EVEN KNOW MEH..LOL FO REALZ DOE...Yes please explain that.I don't even understand ya how ya gonna judge meh u don't even kno meh. What cause color of my skin is it because I'm loud  or cause I don't speak how you speak. How you gonna Judge Meh cause where I'm from cause how I talk how you gonna meh thats some bullshit ya don't even know meh how ya gonna judge meh cause when I'm down I still smile hold my head up and keep moving how ya gonna judge meh cause of my Pictures or my past how ya gonna judge meh fo realz doe how You gonna judge meh I can't understand ya how you gonna judge me. My back yard may not be perfect but I'm happy and content how you gonna judge meh on what I do how I feel what I'm saying how I dress how I smell taste or ....wow how ya gonna judge meh

Much Love

Lol y'all know me how I do I'm blowing back Taking Care of that Business like Always Im blessd by the best cause God knows where my heart is...plus Im very blessd for the new ppl in my life and along with the people who was txtn my phone with concerns and much love Im truely blessd and LMMFAO Y'ALL KNOW THEY CANT KEEP A REAL NIKKA DOWN OR REAL WOMAN OR TRUE BITCH DOWN CANT PUT NO HOLDS OR NOTHING ON MEH YA FUCKING FEEL MEH LOL..  I HOLLA BACK GOT PEEPS TO CALL:-D.. Love Y'all Much:-D

Family

Wadup Everyone how y'all doing on Gods day:-).... Blessed well things with my little sister ...l'm just gonna say this..  God don't like ulgy and just so you will know my little sister ain't about that life but I am and hell no family/ friends people's that know me know I dont play that shit at all and Imma fight regardless of how many people; shit Let's do this...My little sister told me the whole fucking deal on shit....the whole time I'm dreaming and seeing shit it was my little sister...I had to tell her when you think your alone your not and the shit I went thru ain't no Fucking way none of my sister's ain't going thru that shit nor my friends..I don't play that shit....Y'all just don't know I'm truely Blessd. When I say I'm suppose to be dead right now cause of the shit I went thru with my kids fathers I be muthafuckn Dam if my sister go thru any of that shit...yesterday my little sister called me and told me shit that she going thru that I couldnt get no words out cause I'm like WTF I could have been gotten rid of his ass....like Real Talk  but now I know the real reason why she turnd down family lol but BELIEVE ME WHEN THE FUCK I SAY THIS.......LOL I GOT THIS CAUSE I AM ABOUT THAT LIFE REAL MUTHAFUCKN TALK LOL DAM I THINK I JUST CAME LOL CAUSE THIS SHIT HERE LOL IS MY SHIT LOL....but like I said at first people figure cause I smoke I'm dumb lol when the Fuck I say I know more than what people think.....trust me I do...I only dream if something is wrong other than that I don't dream; regardless of what a person say I only dream when shit finna happen or it did already ..my sister confirm certain things cause it was time to ask so I did and when she told me wat she told me yea it was coming together making since....but a muthafucker like Bobby needs the Fear of Death put in him...lol God got it cause if I gotta put fear in you lol Real Talk it won't be nice lol so..  so far God got this lol it ain't my time yet but lol its coming some things God gotta do then Imma do my part when I get say so from God....Family and true friends are very Important at the end of the day that's all we have is Each Other...so ok these words I'm out:-) y'all stay Blessed

Your not on my wave length

Ok pplz check this out lol now a person just asked me lol they say you have a lot of sisters and I say lmmfao yes I do so...I see your a fan huh but remind you I got the word "lol" whole convo on my end cause ya know I don't care lol my mind was wondering wtf up out the blue you start a conversation out saying and this how the txt was...Hey you my dear friend:-):-) you have a lot of sister's.....now I'm wondering why they said that....it really a lil bother me so yep I say your a fuckn fan huh ok he say yea....I say my sister's and my sis's they will ALL say and they got their special name they call me Redd..... Redd little ass is Crazy...well everyone say I'm crazy but I have a heart so Big my fuckn chest hurts lol but anyway this mutherfucker started talking like I thought himself...now remind yall I'm textn one my peeps on mocospace on lol as soon I say this person gonna say or do something stupid this bitch the one that mention my sister's lol say what is the difference sis's and sister's are the same lol yall know I'm a BITCH BUT LOL GUESS WAT LOL I DON'T CARE LOL...I reply back with I can see we are not....lol on same level your not on my brain's wave length I find that it would really be wasten my time to continue this.....LMMFAO U R.....WHO AGAIN....Lol he say Redd I'm on your level I'm sry I just thought...I do a super reply back saying your dumbness just irritated me ppl piss me off all the time that's why my circle is small then I say ok till I..brb now bout that time I had already deleted the bitch wen he asked about my sister's Period Point ..then he say Redd its me I say who the fuck is me...I have 600 people in my phone and ain't no Dam Me in my phone...you have wrong #....the whole point to story just as fast as we talk I will stop and lol Real Quick delete yo ass and forget you EVEN QUICKER...SO...LOL YEA

People with their tryna be slick ass .....lol naw

Lol I just told like 3 people that I'm a bitch lol been like this all my life lol I tell people my mom should have named me BITCH lol all capital letters my mom always laugh wen I tell people's that in front of her lol ppl be like u and ya mom got good relationship lol I say my mom cool but lol Real Talk plz don't get on her bad side lol but yea I told them lol I don't like people how people think to be around me my circle is small mostly everybody on here we family,friends,family/friends the other people's I just met or ain't never met lol and shit I'm finna say it one mo gain I'm in open relationship with both I'm Bi been Bi all my life I know my body very well and very comfortable in my skin belive that and my best friend in the world Besides God my Homie,lover,friend is my love only person in the world I say my best male friend Ever besides my dad is Tiger...Quoc Redding lol not once has he ever been disrespectful or tryna get all up in my business askn am I'm single who I live with so if I barely answer to him and Trust me our shit is locked he ain't going no where and I dam sho ain't going no where shit like the fuck I be saying my life perfect like it is...And if ya know meh you will kno I deal with people's wen I want lol Relationshits ya lookn ain't got shit to do with wtf I said friendship lol pplz I'm not looking for a relationshit wen I have a relationship lol....I do wtf I want wen I want and even if I wasn't with no1 lol trust meh wen I say I know where to go who to call who to email and if I wanna leave country and be like Deuces lol I can trust meh lol I know where to go cause 1st comes Respect,trust greet me how I greet you convo like how I do you plus if you make me bored not saying nothing then fuck no I'm Dam sho ain't finna let you waste my time lol for what lol naw that will make me even mo dummer than you plus ppl disgust me doing stupid shit all that other shit ya tryna say not my interest lol thats why I don't respond it has nothing to do with wtf I said lol friends are a bonus and friendship is priceless and that title is EARNED...LOL don't ya kno wen you chat with ppl your being interviewed to see if your worth being in my world lol around my pplz like Realz Talk then if I give u my n4 and then u respond wen u tryna wanna be or just do it wen u feel like it lol I speak wen I want I'm not the type to go looking fo no1 lol so yes I'm a Bitch but so mutherfucken what it is wat it is deal with it or kick muthafuckn ROCKS cause your curious or  looking for love its not my concern and a cheap thrill lol I'm not lol whatch got for me lol cause I need that 500 plus wat u got for me and if I gotta bring a condom then its still gonna cost ya extra lol and if ya didnt get it within those few minutes then lol time up muthafucker cause I still got shit I gotta do lol not my fault your not finish lol but like the fuck I said wat part of friendship that muthafuckers don't understand lol friend or ship lol cause the shit ppl be saying lol I release a load of shit wen I go to bathroom lol at least 4 times a day I have nice stanky ass shits so Lmmfao so what I need to be bother with your shit wen I have my own shit lol that don't make no sense lol but pplz crazy and call me....Crazy naw lol I'm Crazy but not stupid did that dumb shit wen I was in my late teens early 20's...shit I'm almost a half a century lol do the fuck it look like I need love when I have the best in the world a phone call away lol hell naw that's dumb lol so yea look up the word friendship lol ya might learn something ...I'm out just thought I had to put that out there lol .....and those who know me yall know somebody pissed me off lol I had to go there I really did Lmmfao lol ok yall .....later

Pray

Good Morning My Sista's and Bro's from everywhere we are all blessd on God'Day ain't yo day its Gods Day Always....Amen...My Heavenly Father I ask of you...the babies and families I dreamed about, help them let them be ok....My Heavenly Father someone child didn't wake up......:-/....let's pray and the children the government tryna send back I saw most being placed lets just pray pray pray pray pray pray pray yes yes Always in Jesus name we Pray Amen Amen Amen

DUMB PEOPLE LOL

Ok I just snapped on like 4 people lol I don't give no fuck but lol I was being nice didn't use that many curse words at 1st the convo was good; and I been knowing them a minute but what trips me the fuck out is I know I'm beautiful,smart and all that cause my parent's told me and my sister's when we was growing up so wtf I need to hear it from people fo I ain't tryna hear that shit...Muthafuckers talk like adults friends do and I got a King already It's on the internet so like Really that shit will have me delete yall asses so fast you NEVER FUCKING EXISTED NO WHERE IN MY SPACE/VOCABULARY...YA DAM SHOW AIN'T FINNA WASTE MY TIME CAUSE I'M IN OPEN HAPPY IN MY OWN WORLD RELATIONSHIP NOT RELATIONSHIT DID THAT DONE THAT AND LOL BITCHES ......MY LAST MUTHERFUCKEN TIME LOL I WILL ERASE YALL ASSES WITHOUT A TRACE LOL REAL TALK AND YA KNOW WHOM I'M TALKING ABOUT SO LETS NOT FUCKN GO THERE FO REALZ:-/:-):-):-)...YEA....MY CLOSE MALE FRIRNDS/ HMBOYS/FAMILY DON'T EVEN SAY SHIT LIKE THAT AND THEY TELL EVERYBODY I'M ONE OF THE GUYS DON'T DOING IT....SEE BEAUTY BITCHES COME AND GO....THAT'S NOTHING BUT BEING SMART AND KNOWING YOUR SHIT IS ANOTHER LOL I SMILE A LOT CAUSE I SEE BILLSHIT COMING AND I JUST WAIT TILL YOU TRYNA SHOW YOUR COLORS THEN THATS WHEN I LET BOTH BARRELS OUT ON YO ASS LOL PLZ MY CHARM AND WIT IS A BITCH DON'T LET BEAUTY FUCK YALL UP FO FREE LOL...NAW I'M BEEN REALLY NICE FOR LIKE............MAYB.......JUST MAYBE LOL 5 YRS ON PUTTN PPLZ IN HOSPITAL WITH MAYBE...LOL TWO PUNCHES AND STR8 COMA ACTION LOL I REALLY HAVE BEEN UNDER STRESS I DO NEED FEW NEW BREAK ME IN'S USE ONCE PUNCHING BAGS LMMFAO I'M SO SOOOO SERIOUS LOL...I FINNA PRAY AND SMOKE LOL I'M SMALL BUT IF I'M GETTING AT THAT ASS DON'T BLINK CAUSE LOL BITCH YA HAD IT COMING YA AIN'T GONNA SEE SHIT...LOL REAL TALK ON THIS JOURNEY I'M ON THE DEVIL REALLY BEEN TRYING ME O...LOL DONT MEAN SHIT IF YA A MAN LOL THEM BE MAIN ONES I KNOCK THE FUCK OUT SO LOL YEA ANYWAY...I REALLY HAVE BEEN HUMBLE LIKE 10YRS SOME SHIT I LET FLY AND OTHERS LOL IT'S ONLY ME MAYBE 30 TRYNA FIGHT MEH LOL AND WE MUTHAFUCKN RUMBLE DO YA HEAR MEH LOL BUT WEN I PUT MY HANDS ON YOU IN THAT SITUATION WEN IT DIE DOWN LOL THEIR BODIES NEVER BE THE SAME AFTERWARDS LOL LMMFAO LOL NOT MY FAULT BUT YEA SO I'M REALLY LIKE A MIXTURE OF SHE HULK AND HERCULES LOL PLUS WAT EVER PANDORA ADDED LOL IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN BUT ONLY A HAND FULL OF PEOPLE'S THAT CAN SNAP ME OUTTA FUCKN PEOPLE UP TILL I SEE BLOOD...LOL SHIT CRAZY BUT WEN U SIT BACK AND IF YOU KNOW ME YOU BE LIKE SHE LIL ASS HELL LOL BUT ONLY FEW CAN BRING AND SNAP ME OUT THAT ZONE:-D....So...phone tweekn now lol...but so yea I REALLY BEEN good...take that back well like 5yrs lol so I do keep a smile on my face cause I'm seeing and waitn on a few bitch ass dumb asses to just say their DUMBNESS...LOL REALLY MUTHAFUCKERS....THEN PPL SAY I DAM I HATE I SPOKE TO THAT BITCH DAM I'M ON HER BAD SIDE DAM....I LEARND TO SMILE THRU BULLSHIT FROM MY GRANNY,MOM,AND DAD PLUS ALONG WITH OTHER SHIT I LEARND FROM MY COUSINS MY ELDER COUSINS SO AND WHO GOD SENT MY WAY SO LOL....PPL FUCK UP GOOD CONVO PUTTN IN CURVE BALLS...FRIENDSHIP IS PRICELESS YOU CAN'T PUT NO PRICE TAG ON TRUE REAL CLEAN FRIENDSHIP/FAMILY THATS PRICELESS BUT LOL YEA IMMA PRAY CAUSE PEOPLE REALLY WANT ME TO HURT THEM LOL FO REALZ ...I'M OUT FINNA LAUGH ABOUT DUMB PEOPLES WIT MY HUSBAND LIKE I DO WE BE ROLLING HARD ASS HELL LOL LOL LMMFAO LOL

Shit Redd went thru....

OK news came in on marijuana and I can't apply fo job or card untill September lol they going by last names and lol its on both my crazy records lol wen I was 8 and few years ago wen I did the dummy with Franky lol they got my shit on record..Lol I'm still laughing cause the doc back then say to me I snapd cause I have no weed and I say wtf u talking about lol I got once at hm and I snap cause I'm not finna be in no relationship and a bitch ignoring me thats not good on my mind so Hell yes I try to kill that bitch lol I'm waitn to get out so I can go home and roll me a fat one and drink last of my liquor so I can finish packn thats wat I'm waitn on then the doc I SWEAR to God he calld my mama and say I got drug problem lol my mama say as long she smoke marijuana she cool but mixn is a problem she don't do drugs she smokes marijuana lol then the nxt day I got released from crazy house lol...wtf u calln my mom for lol that shit then wasn't funny but now I sit back and laugh but it wasn't funny then Doe lol I'm laughing cause back then Franky got medals in karate and lol he couldnt get a lick in I whooped his ass and try to kill him and me lol bitch you ain't playing with my heart like that I been with that Mexican for 13yrs lol I was really tryna fuck him up police came thought it was me screaming on Spaulding naw lol that was Franky I was FUCKING his ass up...as matter of fact that was the 1st time since I been on this earth that I struck a person 1st lol shit right now today Franky say he know he fuckd up he miss me. Lol bitch we could have been fucking bitches together but naw that bitch cheated then he knew I knew he was lien and wen he said no lol 4520 Spaulding that basement was fuckd up I really went there bitch 13yrs plus he had four crack head bitches in our bed and these bitches was gettn it in so hard all 5 of them didn't know I walkd in and was watchn them and my dog Coco at the time wasn't finna never bark wen mama coming in crib....but I snaped but lol I'm strong ass hell the shit I been thru....lol dam this startd out being a lil saying about one thing and it went else where lol but I have lots of true stories I been thru suffer from and shit lol I speak.....wait till I write my BOOKS...SHIT GONNA BE BANGING YALL REALLY GONNA BE SHOCKED HOW I LOL GOT THRU THIS SHIT THAT SHIT LOL....JUICEY SHIT LOL I TELL YA

LAWS.....MARIJUANA

I'm waitn on result about the medical marijuana they tryna past this law on home grow how many plants u can have to grown fo medical purposes and seed banks. I like seed banks cause it's start's a new life.. so like I say marijuana is not just fo smoking lol now I'm finna finally spark my blunt lol so I can continue giving y'all very lil knowledge on marijuana cause us smokers got ass much rights ass everyone else with out us like Real Talk world be more fucked up than what it is now so lol fuck what you tryna say lol if you don't know lol....shit I feel if ya ain't with me then you against me and lol REAL TALK YOUR OPINION DON'T MEAN SHIT LOL NOW I'M SPARKING AND I'M OUT LOL

Technology lol

This muthafuckn computer of mines I SWEAR to God lol...ok it's updaten but I'm finna sign up fo computer class shit I fix phones and can make dem bitches run off someone else's wi-fi fuck yea...Dam just gotta work harder but I Don't Give No Fucks lol I'm finna do this shit it takes a lot of fucking patience to deal and communicate along with school,chatting,using people to see why their dumb plus blah blah muthafuckn BLAAAAAAAHHHHHH BLAAAAAH BLAH Lol...fuck that I'm fighting back lol technology ain't finna kick my ass I'm switching that shit lol I SWEAR I get off on a Challenge lol that's worth me kicking it's ass lol this bullshit in Katt Williams voice lol hell no I won't go chant y'all lol hell no she won't go lol....I been dealing with fucked up phones since they became androids and hell no I ain't going I'm finna come back swinging hard ass some bitches lol my lil ass been fighting all my life and this computer shit lol ok bish bitch what ever lol I SWEAR I got this muthafucker when it's done updaten lol Imma show Mi Perla mama ain't playing but lol since she been cleand o Perla is Pearl in Spanish and thats my computer lol and tell me why I just felt really stupid explaining that lol my ass but yea since she been cleand I think she wants me to play down and dirty with her ass lol so she like new so lol I GOTTA break a Virgin in again lol dam....Muthafuckn Technology lol

KARMA.....

I rolled my blunt but ain't sparked it yet because I been talkn with God. The respond that God just gave me it took that feeling I was feeling away so ok here goes............I'm just gonna sit back and watch because God told me too like Real Talk,he just eased my mind on yea how I'm feeling but he did keep talking lol but don't do nothing I must honor what my dad my Heavenly Father say cause he Always knows best I just told him I'm honored that he use me like he do I'm truely BLESSED ALL DAY 24/7 DAYS A WEEK...I'M BLESSED...but My Heavenly Father say yes In Jesus name they need to know that she has family that will kick their asses Like Real Talk...lol its cool God My God has it because I'm am of the Most Highly of God's children and that means God takes care of his...lol we are all children of God but God has his Finest and REAL TALK BELIEVE IT OR NOT I DON'T CARE BUT TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I'M HIS ONE OF HIS FINEST LOL....(HE) GOD DON'T LIKE ULGY LOL...I REALLY FEEL BETTER NOW BUT LOL GOD TAKES CARE OF HIS AND SLICK SHIT AND SPEAKING IN DEVIL'S TONGUE COVERING UP SHIT LOL KARMA A BITCH....LOL NOT YELLN FN PHONE FROZE LOL YEA KARMA A BITCH AND IMMA SIT BACK AND ENJOY THIS RIDE LOL I'M LAUGHING CAUSE I SEEN WHAT'S FINNA HAPPEN LOL AND LOL OK....I REALLY FEEL BETTER THANK YOU I LOVE YOU IN JESUS NAME WE PRAY ON GOD'S DAY ALWAYS WE SAY AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN YES YES AMEN....YALL I'M OUT MY DAY HAS BEEN STARTED THE RIGHT WAY BUT YES I MUST SIT BACK AND WATCH THE SHOW LOL...AMEN

Who askn..

Now someone just askd to be my friend...lol wtf Im to old for friends....shit if I didnt have none when I was little fuck I need friends for now lol....well ok I guess I check after I'm done smoking cause today Im not letting no one blow me....shit like I do anyway lol fuck no I ain't going lol....so if it's someone bogus lol I'm blastn their ass if it's some what of a cool person then ....lol I guess .....shit I sit back and think how did a person treat me when I was down and out or who God sent my way to put me on right path ..shit blood don't count half them mutherfuckers don't speak no way sad to say I stop texting family and emailing them mutherfuckers cause they fake ass hell like Real talk My fn is the best like Real Talk but thats another story lol...but yea so wen Im done doing what Im doing then I will see who askn to be friends lol Im a picky blunt rude Bitch lol nope I dont care lol.. ok now I just had my laugh wit yall so now I finish my blunt ok ...lol later

Funny Looking Babies

Now....I know it's not nice if you have nothing to say but it's also nice that if you ask me to give my honest opinion that I'm gonna do it...lol but I really try to avoid this certain person about their monkey looking baby...they wanted me to babysit monkey sit, I wasn't trying be a Bitch but they asked so since they was getting on my nerve if I'm going to watch the baby monkey...dam baby....I must have had a Katt Williams look on my face but lol I was really trying to hold my tongue:-/....now I looked at this baby and was like straight up said out loud ...like really dam WTF is that...y'all got a monkey take out cage so I can see maybe hold it...lol now I was in the moment cause wow that baby is a monkey...looks like monkey dam show smell like monkey so I said monkey cause that's WTF I saw...I didn't see no baby I saw monkey...but it's a baby with strong monkey features so....they asked me lol OMFG to watch this monkey baby and y'all know I'm very ignorant if shit out the blue happens..I was so bold lol that I really pulled my phone out to get this picture but my phone even knew...hell no...I told them that I know its some hidden camera some where but this is a baby monkey they mixed y'all shit up with a monkey...the husband said to me that I'm bogus and God don't like ULGY and I told him y'all going to hell for bringing that muthafucker out in public suprising people with this thing y'all call a baby...No God don't like that and then I laughed so hard walking back in my building my stomach just stopped hurting cause that was the biggest laugh shit I even farted cause I was laughing after I got over the shock of WTF o that monkey baby....now this make the second people I know that looks like monkeys lol I'm sorry but it's true to see a white monkey...the couple is mix and they be doing weird shit so...lol wow I really had to unleash that tongue cause wow..I think this my story for today cause wow...some planet of the apes shit for real LOL......LMMFAO LOL

Reddz View: Relationshits /Relationships

Reddz View: Relationshits /Relationships: I just want to say why do so called friends or family fuck well people who y'all suppose to be so tight and then the person claim they k...

The Truth

I'm going to start a group I hung out yesterday for the first time round my house and it was the kinda hangout that everyone came together and spit knowledge and we all put our beliefs in the open blunts was going around lol that reggie was flame doe I ain't gonna lie lol but when we shared our knowledge at end of our talk Everyone say I'm a writer a true poet that speaks the true don't have to lie to kick it ..this is me I'm a true Phoenix that has risen against things I couldn't have imagined and I'm still rising. I met thru a friend of a friend that say when I write my books he do the movie this is it...I'm not looking back and best part about it is that I can start when I'm ready and now on this path it's school I must finish school before I can do anything so....Wow I'm finding out that I'm more talented than I think lol Good Shit lol ok .....I'm out just had to put that out there lol.

You can't Judge me

Lol I just put my last post in my blog lol I got the title but I need to fix it a little before I post it lol I'm doing this shit right with dis writing I should be working on my how to speak Reddz language lol shit y'all know WTF I'm saying its the world who needs to know lol but its all good regardless of how I write lol trust me I'm a lot smarter than ya think lol regardless of what I post on my pages lol please don't be stupid and judge what you see cause if you ain't never met me or we never spoke then lol FUCK you cause I can care less lol I have come along way to get to where the fuck I am who I want what I'm going to do or done did for to listen and be bother with your nothing ass ...don't never judge a book by its cover if you ain't read the book lol Real Talk....I love when people talk about me negative because you ain't doing nothing but making my life better anyway regardless of who or what you got lol that still ain't shit cause just like God gave it to you he can take it back lol so I really don't care:-D.. that just make people follow me anyway so thank ya much...I always since I was lil like to watch people I can pretty much tell what that ass is gonna do...I like that shit cause it helps me to deal with a stupid person like Real talk so I know how to treat their ass lol so I dont care...And then I sit back and write the dumb shit down and then talk about ya ass to others don't worry I don't mention names cause your not worth it but thanks for the grade I got on your ass at school:-D...that's the shit in Katt Williams voice lol ALL DAY IT IS....so I have many talents so lol I know more than most people think so now I'm max me a snack my fat skinny ass lol I'm a pig lol my lil ass so ok lol ....Im out:-D.

Diverse

And I was feeling the spirit and vibe I shook hands with 3 people yesterday at the meeting and gave them a reading and then people there say now they see why I don't like for people to touch me or crowed me...it was amazing.....People judge you cause you smoke and they think your stupid lol that's why I do what I do cause people need to know I'm a free spirit,diverse person very deep on a conversation and can deal with people on many different levels that's what makes me Unique shit like Real Talk I am Unique and most can't handle it so lol with these words lol I'm out:-D.

It Starts with GOD...(no matter what you say or believe)

Morning  lol how y'all doing on GODS BEAUTIFUL DAY :-D AMEN....Everyday you wake up is Gods day not yo day so don't y'all forget it like Real Talk I don't care what you believe in or what you or who you worship there are all the same so FUCK Lol what you tryna say or beliefs are lol so yes just thought I had to let yall know fo those who don't know now you know lol these word's lol I'm finished for now lol just had to put it out the cause some people just Bitch about shit.....Like (OMMFG) Oh My Muthafucken God so people are just so ungreatful lol....Ok check this shit out when people say dam blah blah I hate I woke up then I feel why did you start a family and now you want them to suffer cause you hate you woke up.   LOL that sounds pretty dumb if you have a family and you claim you love your children your ....,so called family lol that shit is too funny and just they need to eat shit lol and walk around with a big ass sign on them sayn  that they are an ass and they will eat shit lol; you dumb fucks or lol shit why bug me with your dumbness and blow me lol ......hell no that's some crazy shit lol. But in all shit LOL like REAL TALK DAM be GREATFUL lol....I'm just saying lol

Isn't weird....

"How we are connected"

I find it weird that people even if we don't know each other that we are still connected. Regardless of where we come from we are all still connect  in some way;  some make better friends then our friends that we cherish and hold so close to our hearts and some well most strangers make better family members then our own but lol still we are all connected no matter what :-D.    I see shit in ways that if it's not on my level or the world level then please:-D don't waste my time trying tell me shit I'm still gonna say God Bless and continue to laugh in your face and keep doing what I'm doing. and some people shit they just get on your dam nerve  but we are all still connected we all have a roll in life even doe most of us stray but find our way back on the right path "Like Me" it's hard for a mutherfucker trying to stay good but hey I'm for ever more connected to the Angels that God sent my way to whip me back into shape lol...... Oh yes I am thank you My Heavenly Father Jesus name we say Amen Amen Amen..... But in all yes hell yea we are all connected lol:-D. I really feel that the weather has a lot to do with how we connect. Who feels what who is cool who can see past the bullshit of a fake ass wanna be nobody like really lol who wants to deal with a dumb ass but hey lol as I say we are all connected lol. Shit funny to me but that's really how I see things and feel about UUUUuuuggghhh OMFG LOL DUMBNESS lol....y'all already know....Believe it or not we are all connect lol ...Funny Shit but true lol...But I also find it amazing that even if we don't speak the the same language most like me can still communicate with those across the world in our back yards and our work place and neighbors a Universal Language is the Greatest cause it proves we are all connected lol:-D.   That's a Blessing yes it is:-D....But at the end of the rather it's morning,day,evening or night and regardless of time zones lol like Real Talk we are all connected so lol.......Let's Stop The Madness And Live In PEACE And Harmony lol don't ya Dumb Asses see when you die the shit your fighting for lol wow you can't enjoy that shit while your dead or  killing each other off; that shit effects us all and lol y'all just to stupid to see but at same time lol REAL TALK think about it lol I'm going wait while you think about it...................................................................................................................................................................yes since it effects us all lol Dumb Ass we are all still connected lol but we claim we want to live in peace lol that's some crazy shit lol.....hell yes I'm laughing cause the shit funny. Don't you know just cause we don't know each other that and most of us will never meet that our children are going to school with each other and that our children is us when we was small and that history repeats itself. Your parents made sure you were safe and came and went as you please and everyone looked out for each other....Dam lol I'm saying a lot but lol like fo Real doe....EVERYONE kids was EVERYBODIES Kids on the Block and now lol.....I'm laughing cause we are all connected lol and we just don't see it lol wow I love all no matter what...I pray for those who hearts ain't right...lol Dam WE ARE ALL CONNECTED LOL CAN"T YOU SEE LOL:-D. I just had to put it out there cause this shit is funny on one hand and dumb and give you something to think about lol.....We Are All Connected....Isn't Weird Lol.

Amigos

No me importa ser un amigo persona, pero una mierda que no lo haré de nadie así que por favor venga a corregir mi ... Supongo nuevo amigo ... ya sabes de quién estoy hablando .... :-/. ..... Y estoy tan grave

Time

Just had convo with few people on the net and convo good lol people well suppose to be friends; people kill me with yo phone not on I calld and text you...lol YOU dumb Fucks I dont work like most and rather I had help or not lol Imma still be online with a phone or with out so...lol Real Talk what's wrong with that story lol you kno fake when you move or better yo self so lol I don't need to speak no more on that subject then people be like ooohh that's a mission you stay far...lol fuck outta here fuck your lazy bitch ass mean I stay far but people want me to come around fo some fake hi I Miss you blah blah is you serious lol I ain't never been fake and if a person on my mind rather they got phone or not I do emails or get free #'s that I never have to pay a bill or if I'm driving 20 bucks get me there and back...fuck seeing a person on the bus cause Imma need my bus fare fo Important shit and I kno fo a fact ain't nobody gonna give me my bus fare back...sittn up here thinkn now..........Dam it's alot of fake people on my Facebook pages lol that includes family lol shit they worst like Real Talk ..shit I don't care who offended ya never liked me no way and love lol shit you gotta love yo self be4 you even say claiming you love me lol so but yea...thats how I feel and see shit if it bothers you then you need to work that shit out lol fo real.....Time you don't get back and ya dam show ain't finna waste mines lol:-D

Esky

Ok finna walk this heifer again lol I'm liking this choker my babe got her ass, lol that bitch was walking me lol fuck that, I'm too old to be walked lol my old ass but yes Esky was used to me always fucking running with her ass every morning. Lol I fuck around and have a heart attack or another stroke lol she know the words get relax lol when I say it in the house but now she learning to relax outside lol she was choking the fuck out her self lol then next thing you know she walkn my pace lol..she try and walk fast then she gags lol thats watsup Bitch gonna learn today lol

Reddz View how I really......see shit

I just got Esky spoil stank ass Another bag of food a choker a big ass Real Bone she maxn it now and a sterling silver dog bowl So now she got two bowls to eat out of and a water bowl thats just too many dishes for a dog lol her spoi ass I didnt even pay my phone bill cause Im thinkn bout her ass lol Im really a fn dog parent a girl and her dogs lol that be me..well a girl and her animals lol now thats me.  I think I should be like my granny have a few farms but 1 farm will be Marijuana fo sho f that the other two farms will be food and clothes lol sheep make good clothing just like hemp clothing but hemp is enviromental friendly lol so I can really get deep on any convo if its of my interest....lol I can also tell you how to fix and sho u to fix a air plain or helicopter lol Im no dummy at all lol....Like Rea Talk I was born self made so really I act dumb to see who really think Im going lol most of the time I like having uuuggghhh:-/ people yall kno them kind u really dont wanna be bother but their good fo a great laugh " You can learn a lot from a dummy" but that dont mean buckle up so but yea...if your not consider fam,close friend,or history then lol the rest is......  Lol Im still tryna see lol...these words Im out

Street Lyfe Good Life

Gotta get Microsoft Office... Student discount cool  ..I just saw the full price like wtf thats a small start on rent lol dam doing shit the right way is Really Hard lol I swear Real Talk ....but lol Imma do this hustle the right way cause them streets show been calln me hard like a muthafucker lol....I wanna give SPECIAL THANKS To My true friends that come see me and we talk thank yall much fo helpn me with school and coming to check on me....that really means alot yall know Im going thru something staying positive Lol Im just keeping this shit Real and Gangsta All Day thats the only way to be is Real lol...if I gotta be fake then its gonna be MAJOR PROBLEMS...LOL...BUT YES..THANKS SO MUCH...MUCH LOVE

Relationshits /Relationships

I just want to say why do so called friends or family fuck well people who y'all suppose to be so tight and then the person claim they know you and how you act.....so I just want to know why get mad cause I worry about your dumb ass...but when we finally do talk or text then I'm wrong for saying what I be saying.....nope not really if you look at it because we are suppose to be family as we claim from day one; and for me to text from all my numbers and sent emails then we talk you snap on me like I did something wrong...... I get it I guess my fault for being worried about family or so called friends...yes that's my down fall cause I care yes it's my fault cause I can see or hear what your going thru but when people don't respond back I get worried so yes your right maybe I do need to watch my mouth or how I act but know this ......it's cool it shows me that your not the person I thought you were.So yes I cry a lot...it don't seem like it but I do but I'm ok...Since I been in school I have seen a few people true colors and  some great and others ....lol Real Talk I don't know what to say most the time cause it's stupid so...but I don't come around a lot of people cause it's a lot of things I'm not feeling but for you to know me then you would understand why with questioned me...but like I said it's cool I'm just saying you never knew me and my Great Wonderful time we spent really wasn't shit cause well the world see me but yes look at us now. A lot of shit is funny in many sad aspects so....But believe me I didn't do nothing wrong but CARE....I laugh at a lot of shit cause I really see things in a whole different way than how you and the world see it...but yep it's cool no love lost just if you ever want us to talk then you make the First move cause I'm done...No matter what I do it's wrong or shit fuck that I don't like feeling fucked up vibes no way so I'm cool that shit there ain't good for my brain so lol it is what it is and if we speak then cool if not then like I said before I seen it coming so I already know how it's going to turn out so .....yes people just think about these so called Relationshits well as people call it r

Relationships go...so with these words I'm out

People on Facebook

I wonder why a person figure cause they have you or find you on face book that the first thing people do is give out there # and then I go through their page and find out we have nothing in common. I really have major trust issues so I'm not finna call no one that I fill that's not really cool on my level....I feel that way about people cause of shit I went thru with people so like I always say." Friends are a Bonus that title friendship is earned, I'm not quick to call no1 my friend". it's sad to say that I feel that way but shit I don't care...I don't call nothing that's not important to me...I barely talk with my mom on the phone so lol I'm tryuing see who said other people are special lol. Everybody knows if you want me to chat with you, your ass better text me or send me an email....Nope Fuck that shit Google me.....I'm hooked up with lots of things and for me to be talking on my phone nope lol I can't really do that cause it's not that serious like for real. Why would I talk on my phone for, lol why when I can chat with at least 50 people at one time about anything and to be taking with your ass on the phone when the same shit you was trying say, you could have said it in a text.....      That really don't make no since at all to me....why...I tell ya people make me slower than WTF I really am lol. I just had to put it out there and so......Guess what there it is.

Reddz View

Hi name Redd and I'm just starting my first blog. Now I don't know if this will work but I'm finna give it a try on my writing; ok so now its 7:59pm friday night and I have today is a beautiful day but mostly chilly by the lake lol that's Chicago for ya:-D.    I would like to know why people can't keep their word on shit...like Real Talk, people claim your family or friends like family.....PEOPLE REALLY MAKE ME SICK THEY REALLY DO...OMFG THEY....AND people on the Internet omg are fucking slow like what part of Friendship a bitch don't understand....I just want to take the biggest horse dick and jam down their throat till they gag and beg in a death voice they are sorry. That's how I feel about stupid ass people that's not on my level....Dumbness I don't do it makes me dumb so I ain't going. But I'm just saying:-/.