Nothing to say

I have nothing to say. Hmmm nope not nothing to say but the thoughts that run through my mind.....wow I have nothing to say. Is it cause I'm lost for words at the moment or I have nothing to say. Silence that's all I hear through all the noise and moving around from the world....I have nothing to say. Is it because we don't know each other or on our own thing....hmm I have nothing to say. No matter how I speak or be polite with a smile and most things brother me; out of all this.....wow I still have nothing to say.

I wonder why

I wonder why thing's are like they are. I wonder why some people act like their your friend or cool with you; why do it seems like they change when your doing good. I wonder why when people say they love you in the end you see their true colors. Why do people hurt one another; and why is it that family hurt you more then others and they think it's ok. WHY....I ask why...why is it so much violence in the world....why all I wanna know is why. WHY we work so hard and still have nothing really to show for it ...why..Why is life harder than some days why we feel the way we feel or do what we do but I do ask why. Why is there so many elders stuck in nursing homes bout to die and no one says anything on abuse untill it's to late...why...I ask why of so much ..I can hear the cries of many and feel their pain. Why no one believes me when I say I dreamt I wasn't gonna see that person no more not knowing that they will pass away...why I just ask why. How come no one hearing anything anyone is saying. WHY....can you tell me why can you explain to me why these things are possible or why it happens can ......anyone hear .me....can anyone see me why I ask why are these things so...Why I ask....Just why.

Holidays

My view on the holidays, I was raised that your safe,happy and content with your love one's and your happy that everyone is well and in good health. Everyone looking out for everyone the kids on the block is everyone kid's; you felt safe and everyone helped everyone. Those was happy blessed times, history as you may call it. But now 34yrs later lot's have changed. It's sad to say we have so much hate towards one another. It's sad that the weak take from the weaker; rather you work your ass off it gives no person no right to take anything that's not theirs. We all have done things that we are not proud of and for a person to take another person's life.......wow...smfh.....it's sad very sad. To much killing too much violence too much our mom's, dad's grandma,grandpa grandchildren aunt's,uncle's niece's,nephew's,cousin's uncle's...why we killing for what.....STOP.....STOP...WE KILLING OUR SELF FOR NO REASON......STOP LISTEN..........STOP.