My Mothers Day As I Remember This Day 2017

This year for mother's day, will be the first time, I can't visit my mother. Last year on this date my father passed away. Last year August 19th on a Friday, my mom was in a car accident. Till this day I'm still trying figure out how she ended up, up North by me; to where she was in the hospital for a few days. Now besides the bs that's going on within my family that, I have tried to ignore because of ignorance. I have always had a clear mind on things, regardless of what's going on. I'm blessed to say that once, I got myself together and back on the right path. My siblings have always been in their little clicks. But never the less as painful to say. I Love My family but, I gotta do it from a distance. This year my dad is gone to be with the Lord. I'm blessed that my mom is still here on Earth. I'm hurting because my mom has been tossed around like trash. I'm hurting because since her accident, I was only allowed to see her maybe four times since 8/19/2016. I'm hurting because, I can't talk with my mom, I can't hug her, I can't talk to her and Most Importantly, I'm not allowed to see her. I'm hurting because my mom is a diabetic plus she takes heart medication. I'm hurting because she hasn't had no medicine, I'm hurting because her hair is matted to her head. I'm hurting because it's, untrue people who has her and she's not getting the proper love or care to be better. I'm blessed My Heavenly Father still has her on his Earth. But I'm also hurting at the same time. Y'all love y'all parent's. Take care of them.like they did you. It's hard not to cry and to continue to smile for others. It's hard but it's ok. I ask that you all pray that things get better on my end. I'm know I'm not alone but, my human side is lonely, afraid and scared at some times. Mama, I Love You Much. Always Remember that. I remember , I was in an African Dance Play when I was little and you was sitting in the front row. I remember, I was eight years old and I taught you how to drive. I remember you teaching me at an early age how to be responsible. I remember you teaching me how to take care of my siblings and pay the rent, light and gas. I remember you teaching me how to do my homework and then showing me how to help my siblings. I remember your talks you had with me while my siblings was outside playing. I remember mama, I remember. I remember you teaching me to always stay focused no matter what. Mama, I still need you. I'm missing you so much,it hurts I'm not allowed to help. God, I ask that you continue to watch over my mother as I pray for her healing. Amen Amen Amen. .... Happy Mother's Day

When Family go Against You. FUCKERY....Part One

A fight broke out, just out of the blue on 63rd and Artesian, 10/8/2016. My little sister Gen started it by lying claiming she was just talking to my little brother and sister about me coming to get my mom for the weekend. I've been sitting back thinking about this, over and over in my head.... This was a setup the whole time. But like, I said at first. I can say what, I want out my mouth. Like, I Said the problem is no communication. Now remind you my dad just passed away 5/14/2016. Then my big brother got shot by his so called best friend and his son. Then out of all things my mom was in a car accident 8/19/2016. Thank My Heavenly Father she's ok, Amen Amen Amen. But that accident messed her memory up. She was thinking it's 2013, she didn't know she was at my dad's funeral. I only seen her once since she came home from hospital. That was to get her medicine and..oh...to visit but every time , I go see her she's laying down. My mom is a diabetic plus I found out she's taking other medications. Yesterday Fuckery was the Ultimate, I'm done with family. I'm a very compassionate, verbal person.But when a person walks in my face, I walked away three times and my baby sister put her hands on me first. I had every Right to defend myself and then my little brother grabbed me but remind y'all people seen my sister walked up in my face three times after, I had walked away. It was a few people out there, I seen that , I knew. Then on top of that My little sister girlfriend tried to take my purse. Yep my brother slammed me on the car not once but twice. But killing part..My Mama won't remember nothing. After the fight was over, I walked over and gave my Mama a hug and kiss for the last time. I told her as, I was picking up my purse and phone off the ground by my sister tire by her car. I told my Mama as, I hugged her, I told her, I Love You Mama But, I can't and won't be back over here to see you until you get better, I also said you won't remember this fight that just happened, My Mama said she sorry and that she understands.I told her that she didn't do nothing wrong that it was Gen fault. After fight was over, my little brother and sister said, I had no business coming over there, remind you they been saying since my mom been sick, that I can come get her or, I can come over there. But people wonder why, I don't talk about my family, because they don't act like it. I'm not saying all my family members are fucked up but... I must continue to move on and hope my mom, I know my mom will get her memory back so she can tend for herself again and be Independent. It's in My Heavenly Father Hands, so I'm all good. Remind y'all my Mama has five children but I'm treated like shit. It's ok today. That's fucked up just buried one parent, smh. But the other parent mind is messed up from car accident so I'm being bullied like how, I was when I was younger. I'm the oldest so in the end, I will have the last word. I will be respected and Most Importantly they All Will Bow Down at My Feet like My Heavenly Father said. So Shall it be. Amen Amen Amen...No Love Lost.

As, I hit this blunt

As, I hit this blunt on this Valentin Day. I've realized, I been through a lot of shit, in my life time. I've loved, lost and learned, that nothing last for ever. ....Not Nothing. My mind wonders with thoughts. ..Just thoughts that are ungodly in a sense. Human Sense, it wouldn't make none. But in the World of our, My Heavenly Father, it would make great sense to accept. To accept this and learn; think nothing of it is... Really Normal. In Gods eye its Law. In man eye's, we either join in, take part of it in some way. Our own way, not speaking up for other's when we all, know who did it. Turning our heads as if we don't see nothing, as we walk by. Laughing in conversations at the same time, in that persons face... Rather family, friends, our own self's. It's very ironic how people take things from you. Never speak positive about you. Its amusing and sick, that people don't know the true meaning of friendship. It's ironic how people claim to be there for you, then they use your weakness against you, to gain their own personal goal. But behind closed doors, they plot and scheme against you. Saying one thing , then they cry wolf when confronted. It's sad to say, that most are afraid to move, think, live outside the box. It's sad to say that the one's we love the most only use and show they love you in that moment. As long as it's a gain for them. Only few know, speak, walk do the truth. Speaking the truth is very important. I only use the word, I love You, cause I mean it. I use the words, I Love You cause, you are a person. A child of God, like me... Well most are suppose too be. I don't judge, who am I to judge anyone. I speak how, I feel, and as well for others. Let's Keep the Peace. Spread True Love, on this Valentine Day, 2016. Let's turn to our brothers and sisters, young or old, able body or not. Give them a hug, smile, lend a helping hand. It's the little things that count. Doing things from the Heart is a great feeling. I love All, Happy Valentine Everyone ..#OneLoveOneNation

Food for Thought...New beginning

As, I sit here and think about all the things, I've been thru. I have learned that things don't turn out like they are suppose to. Along with the lost of loved ones, I strive to continue to be there for others.
This year wasn't like, I expected but, I'm very grateful for the things that are pure, true. If a person heart not true, then what they say out their mouth don't mean nothing. Life is what we make of it. It's up to us to make a change. Not only for ourselves and our families but for the world as well. I love all, I respect all but do we get the same treat, the ones that are true....no we don't. But all in favor, I have a heart and that what makes me better than most. I'm nothing like how most people think, I just don't like bullshit. Regardless of whom or what, Bullshit is not allowed around me nor drama. I'm a very peaceful person but don't pissed me off on no bullshit. I don't care what title a person hold in my life, no, I won 't deal with it period. I know 2016 will be better than this year. I'm looking for new beginnings on new ventures with great people. People who motivate and inspire to lift one another up and keep moving forward. That's what I'm on. I been getting a lot of emails on my writing so, this I must continue. This is one of my journeys to accomplish. But, I want those people to know, That there is always light at the in of the tunnel. We are all the same, we all go thru the same shit but at different times. No one is no better than the next. We all have our own path to go down. And at the beginning we part, just know somewhere in life we will meet again. And if it's meant to be then we shall be together again. Life to short to be out here on dub shit. But we as a people must come together and make a change. Not only for us but others as well. So on this note, I hope someone can help me with the domino effect, then let's get it started by smiling and being true with our self, for if we not true then, how can we be there for others. #OneLoveOneNation..... I say this a lot cause it's true. God put us on this earth to help others and to make the world a better place. We must seek peace, justice and do it in an American way, like GOD wants us to. We must not be afraid to help, speak, hug, smile tell someone you love them. This is what the world needs, from us All. I feel we are brothers and sisters in Gods eye. The world needs change, We as a people must continue to have peace. We must continue to help and be kind to one another. All these things are true. So we must fight for what's right in order for us to have a perfect union. We must come together as a People first. Yes we are all different and have our own knowledge of things in life. We must teach with a good heart, speak in encouraging words to help those in need, not only for our self but for the world itself.
Our children is our future so we must do old school loving, what I mean by that is....help a person out with their children, their loved ones. Give information to help so others won't be in need. Our hearts must be true in order for this to work. But how we hold our wisdom to our self and don't do right, then this is what the world will be going thru. People don't believe that we are in the last days, so we must come together as a union and help, fight for the things that's right. All this talking about one another and ASSuming shit. This shit ain't cool. We must love one another to make the world a better place. It starts with us. From beginning to the end we must make a change. #OneLoveOneNation...In Jesus name we say and pray.   Amen Amen Amen....these words I'm out. Keep the Peace People.

Dispirited in Me

Dispirited in my eyes today can you see can you feel what, I feel can you think what, I think. Do hear my word's that are rambled to unlock the code of my speech. Dispite what, I may have dealt with on this journey nor good or bad, yes my child I hear you, I feel you cause you are me. Is it so that we cry in silent with our head's held high; doe we smile as bright as the morning star. To get to sneak just to say I love you, I miss you the things we face in life once we over come. We are the children of GOD for we Fear nothing. We know our heavenly father the most high hears us. So do you hear me do you feel what I'm saying. My cries are more than a river for I'm drowning in sadness. Dispirited in me do you see me my fake smiles cause of sadness and hatred thats felt towards me. Dispirited in my eye's can you see in my eye's although, I smile, I to hurt, I do cry but dispirited in me can you see that you are me and I'm am you.

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I'm Lost for Words

I met a young man yesterday and I never seen this young man before. We was chatting and one thing lead to another. The vibe was great and I brought this young man to my house after a few shots we had we got to talking. So today he called me and asked me could he stop through, I said yes but he also asked me could he bring his friend, I said cool. So after we sat here and chatted for a seconds we realized that we had other things in common. So in the mist of the conversation a name came up and come to find out me and these two young men knew the same person. Now I have been through alot of things in my life time but this here.....wow all, I can say. So we sitting here in our meeting and the black dude say blah blah blah that he said a few names and then he say that dude his family just buried him Saturday. So then, I sat here and said ok naw we couldn't be talking about the same person because, I just talked to him like Tuesday or Wednesday of last week and he just asked me about my bong project. So the dudes was like wow ...Redd, I can't believe that you knew him. The whole time he got setup by his so called homeboy. And this shit crazy it hit me so hard that I had to call me husband and let him know what was going on cause.... I really can't believe that this boy is gone. We have to come together and stop this unnecessary madness that's going on in the world. Why is we killing each other. Why, I ask. This pain we putting each other through ...why. This don't make no sense at all. I really can't understand why we kill each other. There are other ways to solve problems people need to talk work things out. This shit here hit me so hard that, I have been crying all day and I been texting this dude the that got killed. I been texting him and texting him,the whole time he dead. I just broke down and wow, I have a whole new outlook on life and death. This shit crazy. My homeboy had just started opening up and started talking to me and asked me about my bong idea. Then he said to me one day that he in this shit because of his brother. I didn't think about it at the time but wow. I just lost two great homeboys years ago and now this. This is really messing my head right now. So if, I broke down for a person I barely knew then just imagine how, I would if it's somebody I'm really close to. We have to stop this stupid ass killing for no reason. This shit has to stop it really do. I have two papers to do and I really can't believe he gone. I hate that there is so much killing and
that we the people have to suffer cause someone on some hating shit or....they killing just because of some pasted shit this makes no sense none what so ever. And I can't understand why this shit is happening. So if I don't do nothing else but say. Please people stop killing us and each other. What you do it comes back on you if you have children....think about your children your future our future.
These are future Mayor's and future Presidents, mom's, dad's,sisters,brother's, uncle's and so on and on. Please you people who have these guns and killing please like Real Talk stop. Real Talk your really killing yourself. This shit here has really fucked my head up. I been fucked up all day. And it's funny that I don't dream but when, I do it's either something happen or it's gonna happen. I never dream but God just had me to text this dude and I had been leaving messages and and trying to leave voicemails and. I'm sitting up here thinking hard like what is it I could have done to save his life. This....wow is really messing with my head hard right now....(smh) shake my head wow, I can't believe this happen. Dude that got killed was mexican and had just started to open up to me like talking about his son that's 5....I think he five now and wow this shit is really crazy. I really can't believe he gone. That's all I can say. Like Real Talk I been crying all day and just started to calm down. I just had a talk with my babe and I was telling him that, I was blessed to get to see the real person in dude and my babe told me that, I have a gift and people open up and speak to me or I can just sense things and be on point about it. That's what makes him love me cause I be knowing. I had a family member tell me once they say and I quote" Redd you can't save Everybody". I know I can't but dam......I really wish I could. But God blessed me with this gift since I was eight years old. I'm starting to pay attention to it  more; but this shit is scary and. ... It's not for everyone. Somethings I can't go into details cause then it will mess up my path so. But wow this shit is really fucking with me very hard. I'm blessed I been out these streets now like some years now and....all, I know is that dude was trying to get out that life. Now.... I know I'm on this path to have my 3 marijuana store but....wow...I really don't know now. Should I still be with My Associates or be a Counselor...This killing has to stop. Do you all know how many lives are fucked up for life because of a killing. This shit effect's everyone not just the families but Everyone. My head is throbbing right now because I really can't believe he is gone. My heart goes out to him and his family. I know lots of people that have gotten killed but few touch me and....I'm really lost for words right now. Please Stop This Dumb Ass Killing... Please stop. I'm asking, I'm begging Please........STOP

I rise above it

My phone call on my project went well . Even doe I never ran a company but I ran my company if I came up with idea whom ever I was with we got that $. But John and I were talking things he said on the phone I didn't know the business side of the talk but I broke it down to when I was done talking he knew I knew what I was talking about. I had to remind him this project is my baby and I like for things to run smooth things to be perfect ain't no I in team. And he said Redd, Gonorleathia your so smart and I'm blessed that you picked our company to work on your project. Packaging,display,pricing has to be right. My website is in construction as we speak. My Portfolio will be here in a few weeks along with my drafts on my drawing I did for this project my project. Now today I'm mailing off my prototype and then this show finna grow more lol. Wow is this real is this me wow I really can't believe this is really happening. I don't like to suffer and believe it or not y'all just don't know smh.  ....I been through it all anything bad,bogus you can think of I been through it that was me....wow I been through some shit in my lifetime I wouldn't wish on a mad dog I swear I wouldn't. I been through family stabbing me in my back I been through my kids don't wanna be around me unless I got something for them. I been through people laughing at me talking behind my back setting me up I been through my feet was chained with rocks and shit and police pulling me out of Lake Michigan water. I been kidnapped,rapped left for dead beating all that and I still held my head up high never lost faith. Ain't shit no one can tell me but hi how you doing. So when I hear people complaining about gifts GOD gave us it erks me to the point I wanna snap. I been through a lot for a reason. I'm not never mad at nothing. It's all a learning experience if you don't die. That's why I act the way I act. I have been through it all and I rose above everything. Before you judge me without knowing me as a person or an individual, take a very long look at yourself before you TRY TO SPEAK.....I rose above my hells and still rising. Never turn down a helping hand or a hand in need for one-day your hell will come a reality. Never judge what you don't know.   All that I write on here or anywhere is all truth that people don't know and I can talk about anything that I was involved in and I can say it proud. Cause I know someone out there going through the same shit or it not worse. I speak to let the lost know your not alone I was you I am you so I know rather male or female. Its gonna be ok I promise. GOD SAID SO CAUSE I SAY SO. I'M A CHILD OF GOD ain't nothing we can't do. We Must all come together and ....love like God says its the right thing to do...these words I'm out

I'm Smoking Smoking

What`s going on in this muthafucker smoking smoking I was bored in this muthafucker smoking smoking I`m tryna live me a happy life smoking smoking I had to roll me another blunt smoking smoking I took a lighter to this BITCH ....NOW, I`m  Smoking Smoking.

I'm Me a Child of God

Y'all I'm doing this thing called living where as I'm doing shit my way. Redd'z way. I control who in it
around it near it. What I say goes. I love my life it's a two way street. No one to tell me how to feel how to dress how to talk. No one to questioned what I'm doing for me as a person. I'm free, yes true, I lost family,friends as I'm transforming into this uniquely diverse beautiful minded person.....Me with my smile and my attitude that could light up a stadium and beyond. I'm small with a loud voice but a heart of a True Warrior with not a heart of gold but a heart of platinum , I am Extraordinary caramel colored Queen that is a Phoenix. I spread my wings to fly high which will take me higher than, I was before. I'm Extraordinary ask GOD lol he showing you now as we speak. I'm a Child of God the Most High. Man can't tell me shit. I'm cocky very and can hold my own no matter what. I'm Extraordinary. I'm it can't you see do you feel it. I'm a blessing in disguise, most don't even know it. I'm a Child of God I'm Extraordinary. I speak from me but speak for all, I'm a Child of God a blessing in disguise with Extraordinary Talents with a loud voice yes hear me roar, I'm the Extraordinary, Divers, Unique Beautiful Black Queen cause I come from the Most High.

I Passed My Class

I passed my class wow didn't think I could do it. But wow I passed my class. Along with the other things and life situations I passed my class. No matter how lonely I felt with very little family love support I passed my class. To always want to be with family but no the vibes are fake, I passed my class no corrections my classes but I passed my class. The family that we do still communicate with they show me love tell me to continue to keep my head up and....I passed my class. It was a test to see how far and what other things I can do with my mind on a different level. I passed my class my true friends and support who has helped me along the way.... Y'all I passed my class. To those I never met those who follow and speak from time to time I passed my class. My main support my close inner circle we chat, talk,hang,visit living together my neighbors I passed my class. Yes I'm excited yes I'm proud but no matter what I was feeling going through,doing....I passed my class. The whole point is to this is "You can do it no matter what" You can pass any class to just always keep your head up. I am who I say I am regardless of my skin my character. I passed my class no matter what.....I passed my class :-).

#SSRSBS

Smoke Something Roll Something Burn Something all in that order but to understand this smoking this may not be for everyone in some cases you have to eat or drink but that's another story in my book; but to release your mind relax and let your ass follow is the whole concept of smoking. I have 34yrs of smoking the finest of smoke. Over the year's people who bumped into me on my personal time would say Redd I didn't know you smoke I reply yes I always do or have every chance I get. But all in favor it relaxes me takes me on a whole other level. To me it's better than taking a anti depressants to make you feel.....so called normal. It's a natural medicine as you call it a miracle plant with many benefits. When I smoke I hear nothing I worry about nothing and in most cases I don't speak; that's because I'm feeling my meds I'm enjoying my moment of Heaven. I can think and move around get my thoughts together just like a person who don't smokes enjoy coffee,tea or soda the same as if a person has asthma. You have to inhale to get that full effect that THC effect has in order to understand what I'm saying. To be on another level as to be on point be motivated to get up and carry on with your everyday life and never a mistake is called motivation to me. You can't judge something if you don't understand it or never experienced of being your best and wording your words to where people are interested in what your about to say or do. It's a great feeling not to take man made meds that has many side effects that causes more bodily harm than good. So to judge a person that smokes marijuana is worst than giving your car keys to a drunk person. I say read up learn don't judge .....these words I'm out.

Nothing to say

I have nothing to say. Hmmm nope not nothing to say but the thoughts that run through my mind.....wow I have nothing to say. Is it cause I'm lost for words at the moment or I have nothing to say. Silence that's all I hear through all the noise and moving around from the world....I have nothing to say. Is it because we don't know each other or on our own thing....hmm I have nothing to say. No matter how I speak or be polite with a smile and most things brother me; out of all this.....wow I still have nothing to say.

I wonder why

I wonder why thing's are like they are. I wonder why some people act like their your friend or cool with you; why do it seems like they change when your doing good. I wonder why when people say they love you in the end you see their true colors. Why do people hurt one another; and why is it that family hurt you more then others and they think it's ok. WHY....I ask why...why is it so much violence in the world....why all I wanna know is why. WHY we work so hard and still have nothing really to show for it ...why..Why is life harder than some days why we feel the way we feel or do what we do but I do ask why. Why is there so many elders stuck in nursing homes bout to die and no one says anything on abuse untill it's to late...why...I ask why of so much ..I can hear the cries of many and feel their pain. Why no one believes me when I say I dreamt I wasn't gonna see that person no more not knowing that they will pass away...why I just ask why. How come no one hearing anything anyone is saying. WHY....can you tell me why can you explain to me why these things are possible or why it happens can ......anyone hear .me....can anyone see me why I ask why are these things so...Why I ask....Just why.

Holidays

My view on the holidays, I was raised that your safe,happy and content with your love one's and your happy that everyone is well and in good health. Everyone looking out for everyone the kids on the block is everyone kid's; you felt safe and everyone helped everyone. Those was happy blessed times, history as you may call it. But now 34yrs later lot's have changed. It's sad to say we have so much hate towards one another. It's sad that the weak take from the weaker; rather you work your ass off it gives no person no right to take anything that's not theirs. We all have done things that we are not proud of and for a person to take another person's life.......wow...smfh.....it's sad very sad. To much killing too much violence too much our mom's, dad's grandma,grandpa grandchildren aunt's,uncle's niece's,nephew's,cousin's uncle's...why we killing for what.....STOP.....STOP...WE KILLING OUR SELF FOR NO REASON......STOP LISTEN..........STOP.

Thinking as I write

I'm thinking as I write this why my mind is blank. What's going on to where as I can't write what's on my mind all this space and free time .....wow I wonder I'm thinking as I write my head hurts wondering why I can't write. Is it cause of my excitement for school, marijuana or cause holidays; all this free time and I can't write... .someone tell me help me why I can't write for I want the world to know to see wow thinking as I write...I have nothing to think about the violence that takes place while others turn their cheeks dam thinking as I write I have nothing to say all this space and I'm thinking as I write how come no one hears the cries of many or others and no yet put their hand out to help dam thinking as I write I have lots to say but no ones listening all this space as I'm thinking as I write can the world have peace oh Lord I ask can there be peace as I'm thinking as I writing why oh why can't we stand as one thinking as I write with no one to hear,respond,laugh,cry,help,have forgiveness,have love thinking as I write no one hears me till its too late thinking as I write I'm alone in flesh but my heavenly father the most high but I'm thinking as I write where is the true love amongst us to how come you can't say I love you without people taking things the wrong way I'm thinking as I'm writing didn't our God make man in his own image and to me the world is beautiful but thinking as I'm writing it seems to me that I see that only thinking as I write I feel so alone in this big world with no support I see people from distance thinking as I write this my voice my thoughts my dreams my hopes my fears my faults my success so as I'm thinking as I write in all this space and peace why thinking as I write I still have nothing to say no one to talk to or no one to listen and I'm thinking as I write I still after all this time I still have nothing to say but thinking as I write I shall continue for one day my calls will be answered and the world will see me as I'm thinking and I'm writing with nothing to say with all this space I'm still thinking as I write.

Mind is a Terrible thing to Waste

A muthafucker just askd me can they be my best friend I laughed hard and say I have best friends I love dearly we family and if you talking about sex then I wish you well in your search I have the best a phone call away so dick and pussy I don't need and if you wanna see me your gonna see me and who ever with me if I meet you lol then I say just like how I am on the Internet is same way I am fo real if its not of my interest then I dont waste my time on nothing if I can't learn from you or if we can't benefit from each other on positive making ya life better then ya most def won't have my time wasted so then they say I have a smart mouth I need to be a doctor I say it's not my mouth thats smart it's my mind thats what you should fear:-D.....like Real Talk I talk with people from all over and you be suprised at how many famous people I talk with we skype cause I tells people I don't believe shit no1 say on the Internet really if I don't know you lol your words don't mean shit lol Real Talk....then they say I need to be n crazy hospital I say been there done that now what ask Madden lol Twice so I'm on paper fo bn crazy enough to get meds and talk but no cash lol been crazy since I came in the World lol tell me something I don't know....then I say again o thought you was sayn something important and they say dam you just treatd me dam.....lol I say a mind is a terrible thing to,waste LMMFAO........Those who agree with me and feel the same way about asses in yo life LMMFS if u Agree

Sisterhood

Sisterhood  is  very important to  me it means  alot to me  personally we  must  stick  together  no  matter  what. I  don't  know  or  see  Color I  see  a person  with  a heart full  of  life. A smile  so  bright I  can  go  on  but  yes sisterhood is  very  important  to  me  I'm  human  I  do  have  a heart but  don't  judge  what  you think  you  know  when  you  really  don't  know. That's  the  problem  with  the  world  today  everyone  talking  but  no  one  is  helping  or  doing  no  better  than  the person  their  talking  about... I'm  speaking  because  I  hurt I  do  I  hurt  much  I  do  I'm  lonely I  am... Sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me  for  many  reasons sisterhood is  all  I  ask  is  all  I  seek.Why cause  I  care too  much  or  don't  care  enough... Wow sisterhood is  very  important  to  me I'm  only  one  voice  yes  I'm  loud  yes  I'm  proud but  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me. I'm  here  alone  with  nothing  but memories that's  all  I  have Besides  God, sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me  for  lots  of  reasons  I  have  but  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me... Let's  come  together  instead  of  falling  apart  my  whites, Latino, Polish Asian my  Black  Queens  as  well let's  all  come  together  cause  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  Me

How Im feeling about things

I do alot of shit cause of my mom lol Real Talk it's only maybe two  people that know me the person that I am so it' alot of shit people tell me out the Blue while I"m minding my business or if I see shit....I just had a person just tell me that we are all born with something we have to deal with rather we are there or not so don't worry then we laughed because they know lol shit is funny like always.So lol Real Talk rather your family or not what a person don't/aint never did was spend time with me that's their lost not mines I just learned to stop talkn highly of someone cause they say/think negative lol I told this person that I have always known what was going on but I laugh at alot of shit but keep my mouth closed sometimes Strangers tell me shit but while their talkn I have already told them what's finna happen and lol wow the rest is history so but yea they right we can't help who we related to.  But I learned to ignore people very well my phone is setup for only people who I really do convesate with my phone for them if it ain't my mom.babe.wk.school then wtf I look like calling a person lol what bill"s or $ they puttn in my pocket lol friends are family and family is friends/ Strangers if you know me then you can understand what I'm saying if not then that's shit you gotta work out with GOD...LOL REAL TALK DON'T GET MAD WHEN SHIT HAPPENDS LOL GET MAD CAUSE YO DUMB ASS DIDN'T LISTEN LOL FO REAL....I keep alot of shit to myself so...How the Fuck you approach me that"s how Im going to respond and trust me Real Talk your not going to like it if you come BOGUS:-/...SO....Today is Monday I'm a Child of GOD ALWAYS AND FO EVER I'M NOT LETTN NO BITCH DON'T GIVE A DAM MALE/FEMALE BLOW ME LOL IT'S NOT LIKE I DO ANYWAY LOL BUT YES YOU BITCHES TEXT/CALL WITH ONLY BAD FUCKN NEWS BUT NOT A BITCH CAN PICK UP OR RESPOND TO MY GOOD MORNINGS OR MY TEXTS DON'T CALL ME I HAVE A VERY SMALL CIRCLE IN MY PHONE YOUR ASS AIN'T IN THAT CIRCLE THEN REAL TALK ..I TALK TO YO ASS WHEN THE FUCK I SEE YOU IF I SEE YOU...I DON'T WORRY ABOUT SHIT THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND MINES AND IT AIN'T TOO MANY PEOPLE I CLAIM SO LOL...BUT YEA....SO THIS WHAT I'M SAYING THIS HOW I FEEL AND YES I'M A TRUE BITCH NOT A FAKE BITCH SO WTF I SAY WHEN DEALING WITH ME OR TRYNA SPEAK ..JUST KNOW THIS I TREAT PEOPLE LIKE THEY TREAT ME AND LOL KARMA A BITCH:-D

Can I Pray for You

Can I may I Pray for you for it's a beautiful thing to have faith and believe,can I may I pray for you for tomorrow is a another blessed beautiful day can I may I pray for you for as you are my brother my sister my child can I may I pray for you. For as no matter what your going thru I'm here for you can I may I pray for you as for when you hurt I hurt when you cry I cry so can I may I pray for you for you are far and I am near but we don't kno that we are near my I can I pray for you for no matter what and where we are we all go thru the same thing can I may I pray for you that we are all God's children can I may I pray for you for that you may have faith and always believe that your never alone can I may I pray for you:-).