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Smoke Something Roll Something Burn Something all in that order but to understand this smoking this may not be for everyone in some cases you have to eat or drink but that's another story in my book; but to release your mind relax and let your ass follow is the whole concept of smoking. I have 34yrs of smoking the finest of smoke. Over the year's people who bumped into me on my personal time would say Redd I didn't know you smoke I reply yes I always do or have every chance I get. But all in favor it relaxes me takes me on a whole other level. To me it's better than taking a anti depressants to make you feel.....so called normal. It's a natural medicine as you call it a miracle plant with many benefits. When I smoke I hear nothing I worry about nothing and in most cases I don't speak; that's because I'm feeling my meds I'm enjoying my moment of Heaven. I can think and move around get my thoughts together just like a person who don't smokes enjoy coffee,tea or soda the same as if a person has asthma. You have to inhale to get that full effect that THC effect has in order to understand what I'm saying. To be on another level as to be on point be motivated to get up and carry on with your everyday life and never a mistake is called motivation to me. You can't judge something if you don't understand it or never experienced of being your best and wording your words to where people are interested in what your about to say or do. It's a great feeling not to take man made meds that has many side effects that causes more bodily harm than good. So to judge a person that smokes marijuana is worst than giving your car keys to a drunk person. I say read up learn don't judge .....these words I'm out.

Nothing to say

I have nothing to say. Hmmm nope not nothing to say but the thoughts that run through my mind.....wow I have nothing to say. Is it cause I'm lost for words at the moment or I have nothing to say. Silence that's all I hear through all the noise and moving around from the world....I have nothing to say. Is it because we don't know each other or on our own thing....hmm I have nothing to say. No matter how I speak or be polite with a smile and most things brother me; out of all this.....wow I still have nothing to say.

I wonder why

I wonder why thing's are like they are. I wonder why some people act like their your friend or cool with you; why do it seems like they change when your doing good. I wonder why when people say they love you in the end you see their true colors. Why do people hurt one another; and why is it that family hurt you more then others and they think it's ok. WHY....I ask why...why is it so much violence in the world....why all I wanna know is why. WHY we work so hard and still have nothing really to show for it ...why..Why is life harder than some days why we feel the way we feel or do what we do but I do ask why. Why is there so many elders stuck in nursing homes bout to die and no one says anything on abuse untill it's to late...why...I ask why of so much ..I can hear the cries of many and feel their pain. Why no one believes me when I say I dreamt I wasn't gonna see that person no more not knowing that they will pass away...why I just ask why. How come no one hearing anything anyone is saying. WHY....can you tell me why can you explain to me why these things are possible or why it happens can ......anyone hear .me....can anyone see me why I ask why are these things so...Why I ask....Just why.

Holidays

My view on the holidays, I was raised that your safe,happy and content with your love one's and your happy that everyone is well and in good health. Everyone looking out for everyone the kids on the block is everyone kid's; you felt safe and everyone helped everyone. Those was happy blessed times, history as you may call it. But now 34yrs later lot's have changed. It's sad to say we have so much hate towards one another. It's sad that the weak take from the weaker; rather you work your ass off it gives no person no right to take anything that's not theirs. We all have done things that we are not proud of and for a person to take another person's life.......wow...smfh.....it's sad very sad. To much killing too much violence too much our mom's, dad's grandma,grandpa grandchildren aunt's,uncle's niece's,nephew's,cousin's uncle's...why we killing for what.....STOP.....STOP...WE KILLING OUR SELF FOR NO REASON......STOP LISTEN..........STOP.

Thinking as I write

I'm thinking as I write this why my mind is blank. What's going on to where as I can't write what's on my mind all this space and free time .....wow I wonder I'm thinking as I write my head hurts wondering why I can't write. Is it cause of my excitement for school, marijuana or cause holidays; all this free time and I can't write... .someone tell me help me why I can't write for I want the world to know to see wow thinking as I write...I have nothing to think about the violence that takes place while others turn their cheeks dam thinking as I write I have nothing to say all this space and I'm thinking as I write how come no one hears the cries of many or others and no yet put their hand out to help dam thinking as I write I have lots to say but no ones listening all this space as I'm thinking as I write can the world have peace oh Lord I ask can there be peace as I'm thinking as I writing why oh why can't we stand as one thinking as I write with no one to hear,respond,laugh,cry,help,have forgiveness,have love thinking as I write no one hears me till its too late thinking as I write I'm alone in flesh but my heavenly father the most high but I'm thinking as I write where is the true love amongst us to how come you can't say I love you without people taking things the wrong way I'm thinking as I'm writing didn't our God make man in his own image and to me the world is beautiful but thinking as I'm writing it seems to me that I see that only thinking as I write I feel so alone in this big world with no support I see people from distance thinking as I write this my voice my thoughts my dreams my hopes my fears my faults my success so as I'm thinking as I write in all this space and peace why thinking as I write I still have nothing to say no one to talk to or no one to listen and I'm thinking as I write I still after all this time I still have nothing to say but thinking as I write I shall continue for one day my calls will be answered and the world will see me as I'm thinking and I'm writing with nothing to say with all this space I'm still thinking as I write.

Mind is a Terrible thing to Waste

A muthafucker just askd me can they be my best friend I laughed hard and say I have best friends I love dearly we family and if you talking about sex then I wish you well in your search I have the best a phone call away so dick and pussy I don't need and if you wanna see me your gonna see me and who ever with me if I meet you lol then I say just like how I am on the Internet is same way I am fo real if its not of my interest then I dont waste my time on nothing if I can't learn from you or if we can't benefit from each other on positive making ya life better then ya most def won't have my time wasted so then they say I have a smart mouth I need to be a doctor I say it's not my mouth thats smart it's my mind thats what you should fear:-D.....like Real Talk I talk with people from all over and you be suprised at how many famous people I talk with we skype cause I tells people I don't believe shit no1 say on the Internet really if I don't know you lol your words don't mean shit lol Real Talk....then they say I need to be n crazy hospital I say been there done that now what ask Madden lol Twice so I'm on paper fo bn crazy enough to get meds and talk but no cash lol been crazy since I came in the World lol tell me something I don't know....then I say again o thought you was sayn something important and they say dam you just treatd me dam.....lol I say a mind is a terrible thing to,waste LMMFAO........Those who agree with me and feel the same way about asses in yo life LMMFS if u Agree

Sisterhood

Sisterhood  is  very important to  me it means  alot to me  personally we  must  stick  together  no  matter  what. I  don't  know  or  see  Color I  see  a person  with  a heart full  of  life. A smile  so  bright I  can  go  on  but  yes sisterhood is  very  important  to  me  I'm  human  I  do  have  a heart but  don't  judge  what  you think  you  know  when  you  really  don't  know. That's  the  problem  with  the  world  today  everyone  talking  but  no  one  is  helping  or  doing  no  better  than  the person  their  talking  about... I'm  speaking  because  I  hurt I  do  I  hurt  much  I  do  I'm  lonely I  am... Sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me  for  many  reasons sisterhood is  all  I  ask  is  all  I  seek.Why cause  I  care too  much  or  don't  care  enough... Wow sisterhood is  very  important  to  me I'm  only  one  voice  yes  I'm  loud  yes  I'm  proud but  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me. I'm  here  alone  with  nothing  but memories that's  all  I  have Besides  God, sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me  for  lots  of  reasons  I  have  but  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me... Let's  come  together  instead  of  falling  apart  my  whites, Latino, Polish Asian my  Black  Queens  as  well let's  all  come  together  cause  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  Me