Thinking as I write

I'm thinking as I write this why my mind is blank. What's going on to where as I can't write what's on my mind all this space and free time .....wow I wonder I'm thinking as I write my head hurts wondering why I can't write. Is it cause of my excitement for school, marijuana or cause holidays; all this free time and I can't write... .someone tell me help me why I can't write for I want the world to know to see wow thinking as I write...I have nothing to think about the violence that takes place while others turn their cheeks dam thinking as I write I have nothing to say all this space and I'm thinking as I write how come no one hears the cries of many or others and no yet put their hand out to help dam thinking as I write I have lots to say but no ones listening all this space as I'm thinking as I write can the world have peace oh Lord I ask can there be peace as I'm thinking as I writing why oh why can't we stand as one thinking as I write with no one to hear,respond,laugh,cry,help,have forgiveness,have love thinking as I write no one hears me till its too late thinking as I write I'm alone in flesh but my heavenly father the most high but I'm thinking as I write where is the true love amongst us to how come you can't say I love you without people taking things the wrong way I'm thinking as I'm writing didn't our God make man in his own image and to me the world is beautiful but thinking as I'm writing it seems to me that I see that only thinking as I write I feel so alone in this big world with no support I see people from distance thinking as I write this my voice my thoughts my dreams my hopes my fears my faults my success so as I'm thinking as I write in all this space and peace why thinking as I write I still have nothing to say no one to talk to or no one to listen and I'm thinking as I write I still after all this time I still have nothing to say but thinking as I write I shall continue for one day my calls will be answered and the world will see me as I'm thinking and I'm writing with nothing to say with all this space I'm still thinking as I write.

Mind is a Terrible thing to Waste

A muthafucker just askd me can they be my best friend I laughed hard and say I have best friends I love dearly we family and if you talking about sex then I wish you well in your search I have the best a phone call away so dick and pussy I don't need and if you wanna see me your gonna see me and who ever with me if I meet you lol then I say just like how I am on the Internet is same way I am fo real if its not of my interest then I dont waste my time on nothing if I can't learn from you or if we can't benefit from each other on positive making ya life better then ya most def won't have my time wasted so then they say I have a smart mouth I need to be a doctor I say it's not my mouth thats smart it's my mind thats what you should fear:-D.....like Real Talk I talk with people from all over and you be suprised at how many famous people I talk with we skype cause I tells people I don't believe shit no1 say on the Internet really if I don't know you lol your words don't mean shit lol Real Talk....then they say I need to be n crazy hospital I say been there done that now what ask Madden lol Twice so I'm on paper fo bn crazy enough to get meds and talk but no cash lol been crazy since I came in the World lol tell me something I don't know....then I say again o thought you was sayn something important and they say dam you just treatd me dam.....lol I say a mind is a terrible thing to,waste LMMFAO........Those who agree with me and feel the same way about asses in yo life LMMFS if u Agree

Sisterhood

Sisterhood  is  very important to  me it means  alot to me  personally we  must  stick  together  no  matter  what. I  don't  know  or  see  Color I  see  a person  with  a heart full  of  life. A smile  so  bright I  can  go  on  but  yes sisterhood is  very  important  to  me  I'm  human  I  do  have  a heart but  don't  judge  what  you think  you  know  when  you  really  don't  know. That's  the  problem  with  the  world  today  everyone  talking  but  no  one  is  helping  or  doing  no  better  than  the person  their  talking  about... I'm  speaking  because  I  hurt I  do  I  hurt  much  I  do  I'm  lonely I  am... Sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me  for  many  reasons sisterhood is  all  I  ask  is  all  I  seek.Why cause  I  care too  much  or  don't  care  enough... Wow sisterhood is  very  important  to  me I'm  only  one  voice  yes  I'm  loud  yes  I'm  proud but  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me. I'm  here  alone  with  nothing  but memories that's  all  I  have Besides  God, sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me  for  lots  of  reasons  I  have  but  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  me... Let's  come  together  instead  of  falling  apart  my  whites, Latino, Polish Asian my  Black  Queens  as  well let's  all  come  together  cause  sisterhood  is  very  important  to  Me

How Im feeling about things

I do alot of shit cause of my mom lol Real Talk it's only maybe two  people that know me the person that I am so it' alot of shit people tell me out the Blue while I"m minding my business or if I see shit....I just had a person just tell me that we are all born with something we have to deal with rather we are there or not so don't worry then we laughed because they know lol shit is funny like always.So lol Real Talk rather your family or not what a person don't/aint never did was spend time with me that's their lost not mines I just learned to stop talkn highly of someone cause they say/think negative lol I told this person that I have always known what was going on but I laugh at alot of shit but keep my mouth closed sometimes Strangers tell me shit but while their talkn I have already told them what's finna happen and lol wow the rest is history so but yea they right we can't help who we related to.  But I learned to ignore people very well my phone is setup for only people who I really do convesate with my phone for them if it ain't my mom.babe.wk.school then wtf I look like calling a person lol what bill"s or $ they puttn in my pocket lol friends are family and family is friends/ Strangers if you know me then you can understand what I'm saying if not then that's shit you gotta work out with GOD...LOL REAL TALK DON'T GET MAD WHEN SHIT HAPPENDS LOL GET MAD CAUSE YO DUMB ASS DIDN'T LISTEN LOL FO REAL....I keep alot of shit to myself so...How the Fuck you approach me that"s how Im going to respond and trust me Real Talk your not going to like it if you come BOGUS:-/...SO....Today is Monday I'm a Child of GOD ALWAYS AND FO EVER I'M NOT LETTN NO BITCH DON'T GIVE A DAM MALE/FEMALE BLOW ME LOL IT'S NOT LIKE I DO ANYWAY LOL BUT YES YOU BITCHES TEXT/CALL WITH ONLY BAD FUCKN NEWS BUT NOT A BITCH CAN PICK UP OR RESPOND TO MY GOOD MORNINGS OR MY TEXTS DON'T CALL ME I HAVE A VERY SMALL CIRCLE IN MY PHONE YOUR ASS AIN'T IN THAT CIRCLE THEN REAL TALK ..I TALK TO YO ASS WHEN THE FUCK I SEE YOU IF I SEE YOU...I DON'T WORRY ABOUT SHIT THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND MINES AND IT AIN'T TOO MANY PEOPLE I CLAIM SO LOL...BUT YEA....SO THIS WHAT I'M SAYING THIS HOW I FEEL AND YES I'M A TRUE BITCH NOT A FAKE BITCH SO WTF I SAY WHEN DEALING WITH ME OR TRYNA SPEAK ..JUST KNOW THIS I TREAT PEOPLE LIKE THEY TREAT ME AND LOL KARMA A BITCH:-D

Can I Pray for You

Can I may I Pray for you for it's a beautiful thing to have faith and believe,can I may I pray for you for tomorrow is a another blessed beautiful day can I may I pray for you for as you are my brother my sister my child can I may I pray for you. For as no matter what your going thru I'm here for you can I may I pray for you as for when you hurt I hurt when you cry I cry so can I may I pray for you for you are far and I am near but we don't kno that we are near my I can I pray for you for no matter what and where we are we all go thru the same thing can I may I pray for you that we are all God's children can I may I pray for you for that you may have faith and always believe that your never alone can I may I pray for you:-).

Wadup World you can't Judge Meh

Ok Wadup FB...now finna give n4 on apartments now but Im at the crib doe shit yesterday str8 killd me so I aint going no where lol str8 up....the Fucking COUNTY Jail lost my dam ID so now I gotta walk around wit a dam paper saying I dont have no warrants aint that a bitch....lol Real Talk I hate Chicago but I Love that bitch doe.. lol its all good thats wat happens wen u part of that life lol and if I had to do it again.............I would but I change a few things doe lol for Real I was born to be part of that street gutter life I did and still do have great memories a few bad points but thats wat made me Stronger.....I swear this book gonna be banging like Real Talk I dont care who see my dirt lol I dont care but Bitches still cant judge me so it dont matter lol lol kiss my ass lmmfao and Im out lol:-D

How Ya Gonna Judge Meh WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW MEH...FO REALZ DOE

how ya gonna judge meh WHEN YA DON'T EVEN KNOW MEH..LOL FO REALZ DOE...Yes please explain that.I don't even understand ya how ya gonna judge meh u don't even kno meh. What cause color of my skin is it because I'm loud  or cause I don't speak how you speak. How you gonna Judge Meh cause where I'm from cause how I talk how you gonna meh thats some bullshit ya don't even know meh how ya gonna judge meh cause when I'm down I still smile hold my head up and keep moving how ya gonna judge meh cause of my Pictures or my past how ya gonna judge meh fo realz doe how You gonna judge meh I can't understand ya how you gonna judge me. My back yard may not be perfect but I'm happy and content how you gonna judge meh on what I do how I feel what I'm saying how I dress how I smell taste or ....wow how ya gonna judge meh